August 8, 2008

  • notes.

    1. no more tanning my face. it makes my face look older. the tan actually damages my skin.
    2. i think i've done so much "friendly" affirmation, that i'm starting to forget the "manly" side.
    3. lol
    4. i cannot go back to wimpy, asexual, so, i will balance my "friendliness" with "manliness"
    5. generally, everyone was very nice to me today. it's a good sign.
    6. some dude bought 80 cases of coke today. i had to load the flat w/ all of them. and, transfer it to his truck, and unload the 80 cases of coke onto his truck. ugh.
    7. there was a contest today who can sell the most product in the store. i won. i prolly pushed about $300 worth of merchandise. second place was probably 15 dollars. there was atleast 30 people competing, but only 2 were actively participating on the walkie.

    8. i probably asked about 50 people today, "can i help you find something?"
    9. seriously, this is prolly the best practice anyone can get on talking to strangers.
    10. it really is the perfect job for me to get used to becoming part of society again.
    11. most likely the number of times the average employee asks " can i help you something?" is about 1-2 times a day.
    12. the reason why i did 50 is because i have an ulterior motive. i don't really care if t***** makes more money. i am getting practice talking to people.
    13. seems each week i'm getting better at talking to people.

    14. damn, i want to have a beer tonight. just one!!! c'mon!!! (i don't know who i am begging to. i guess to myself, i am not allowing myself to drink at all for a while.)
    15. i haven't had any alcohol in 9 days.