August 10, 2008

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  1. just by believing i am friendly, everyone else starts to believe i’m friendly too.
  2. when i believe i am friendly, people start to smile around me spontaneously.
  3. i realized a pattern. there is a common theme in most of my trouble with people.
  a. lack of generosity. not willing to go the extra mile, request from people feel like obligations that are offensive. (be generous)
  b. inability to admit fault (be honest, and less defensive)
  c. lack of consideration.  (be considerate in real-time)
  d. pettiness. (life is a long process, there will be lots of petty details that really don’t mean anything in the long-run, just skip over those and focus on what is really important)
  e. comparing people. (don’t compare people, it’ll make the person positioned at the lower spot feel like shit)
  5. alcohol sucks. i hung out w/ homies during weekend, had a beer. my stomach feel crappy this morning.
  6. it’s a blessing in disguise. 100′s on the table, 100′s on the floor, fresh out of work, on the way with some more. and i love it, yea yea. gangstas in the crowd, broads on muh shoulds….

  7. goal: delicately assertive.
  8. goal: unwavering underlying animal manliness.
  9. goal: overt friendliness
  10. goal: generous beyond expectations.
  11. goal: healthier than the healthiest
  13. goal: asiatic self-esteem.

  u know, i notice that a lot of asian males talk alot of shit about their own race. why do they do that? they buy into the propaganda created by other races trying to tarnish their reputation. they even support and spread the propaganda used to uplift the status of other males in other races. asia is coming up strongly. asian need to realize we are a force to be reckon’d with. humility works in asia, but in the US it is seen as a sign of weakness. let’s get ruthless and show them what’s up.

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