July 21, 2008

  • notes from thinking over yesterday

    1. it's better to just apologize about something quickly, sincerely and add my truthful commentary after that. this is better than adding fuel to the fire of the person who has felt wronged, by being defensive of my actions.
    2. when i start to like a girl, i feel a desire to provide for them and protect them.
    3. not overeating when going out, and saving half for take-out is a genius move. good breakfast eating.
    4. women with large breast have a magical power over me. they are able to use that to their advantage and make me go the extra mile for them. (australian woman going back home, box, 30mins overtime)
    5. taking actions or saying words to protect a person shows that you care for them.
    6. watching movies at the theaters sucks. what's more boring than staying stationary for 2.5 hours in uncomfortable seats? i'd rather spend that 2.5 hours walking around in the mall, people watching. i fell asleep at 1.5 hours for batman. but, i did only get 3 hours sleep the day before because of GLOW so that might be the reason.
    7. good way to make a conversation flow is to ask the right questions at the right time. when you do this, you open a person up to expand on a topic they like talking about. i am good at this.
    8. don't be a show off. don't try to dominate a scene and make myself the center of it. it's ok to just lay back, absorb, and learn.
    9. jealousy relating to friendships is a waste of time. who cares who is who's best friend. who is closer to someone than the other. i can live & enjoy my life on my own if i had to. having friends is just icing on the cake. i should just appreciate what i have. it's unnecessary to compete for people's friendships. attraction is natural. no forceful effort necessary.
    10. the best kind of humor comes from that person's soul & is created spontaneously. many people  regurgitate material from comedy shows, tv & other funny people. that spontaneous type of skill cannot be taught because it is unique to each person. and, each person has it. it comes out when someone is very relaxed, open and playful.
    11. making somone feel inferior is a good way to create unnecessary backlash. always be humble.
    12. don't forget my parents & their plans. call them when you are going to back out on plans. treat them like a beautiful girl, they are just as important.
    13. my face changes depending on level of health. when most stressed & sickly, i can drop as low as a 4. but when i am most healthy and everything including stars are aligned, i feel like a 7 or a 8. but, usually chilling around 6.5. 
    14. being successful with girls is more about confidence & personality & content than how handsome a man is. but, ofc face & body matters because most people place some value on it, especially if the attraction is solely sex based.
    15. there is no space in my life for self-depreciating modes of thought, attitude, & emotion.
    16. all that i think, do, say leads to expansion & growth.
    17. we are talking about a total makeover of my life - a real revolution.
    18. all paradigm shifts that have occurred throughout history will pale in comparison to the positive changes approaching in my life.