July 20, 2008

• notes from thinking over weekend.

  1. people make mistakes. no big deal, learn, move on.
  2. don't over analyze the small details. look for patterns instead of finding faults in isolated incidents.
  3. don't try to understand everything. sometimes it's ok to just let something exist w/o analysis. (go w/ the flow)
  4. attraction between 2 people is a natural process. there is no need to force it where there is none.
  5. it feels good to get a smile from a girl that you actually think is beautiful. sort of like a dream come true..
  6. beautiful women do not ignore me if i try to talk to them. they actually respond very openly & positively. one girl even tried to have chi & her dog mate.
  7. be open, people like that. -flex (air flare break dancer performer from santa monica)
  8. totally get rid of the angry energy. then, my life will run very smoothly. -kenji
  9. i don't need friends that will bring my life down, cut me down.
  10. people who don't try to protect you from dangers are not really good friends.
  11. people who are intelligent enough to know the consequences and
  still recommend dangerous activities are not very good friends.
  12. even though i feel like i have unlimited energy, reserve that energy. don't over exert yourself.
  13. no more burgers, no more rice.
  14. form fitting clothing. evolve my dress attire. get my 30-30's
  hemmed. button up shirts to become standard wear. less white t's.
  15. continue on w/ humility & kindness.
  16. humility & kindness can resolve most human conflicts.
  17. emotional, karmic battles will only continue & escalate into
  infinity unless one side decides to take a humble & kind approach
  to resolve the dispute. most souls are not unreasonable. if offered
  humility & kindness, most will back off and cooperate towards
  amends.
  18. if nothing seems to resolve the issue, get some help from God. all of a sudden, new ways to resolve the issue will arise.
  19. bring out the best in people, take them higher. i will rise with that momentum naturally.
  20. if i cut people down, and try to suppress them, my life will be suppressed equally.
  21. even if it's just a single quick thought. it may have some psychic
  emotional strength behind it. be quick to consciously resolve the
  attack by offering humility & kindness.
  22. maybe "i am humble but manly" can be replaced by "i am manly, but humble" this leaves the animal, manly energy as the strong source, but it is under control of civility.
  23. conversation blanks come out of inexperience. talk & thinking will become fluid as i become re-assimilated w/ society.
  24. lack of sleep, sickness, fatigue, environmental excuses are not valid. no excuses, always try your best to give it your best.
  25. let attraction build naturally. if you put so much effort into making the attraction work, when you run out of that initial energy, the relationship will disappear.
  26. start, build relationships w/ people i can really trust & respect.

  work at 12:30pm. i can't wait to learn new ways to relate to people today. today will be one of my greatest days yet.

  • 1:55 pm
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