i love life. 

i started my new job 4/25.

it's now, 6/18.

most of the work was cashiering, stocking and helping customers.

pretty good training for getting used to being around people.

i was kind of afraid of using the walkie because the whole store could hear me.

but now, i look forward to talking on the walkie because the whole store can hear me.

what a change.

i have the capacity to grow more than i thought.

they gave me the keys to the electronics, cologne & cosmetics area.

i don't think they just give these keys to just anyone.

i gained their trust in about 2 months.

yay!

always buy the freshest beers possible.

never buy beer on clearance.

there is no comparison in experience. .

the taste, the sensation, the freshness, totally different.

i had to look it up, they are called, a-shirts. lol

Also known as a wifebeater, muscle shirt, Guinea tee or (in British English usage) a vest (cf. American usage of vest), an A-shirt is usually worn as an undershirt,
although it is also commonly worn as a single outer layer. It gained
popularity as worn by men, but is now often worn by women, as well.

The build of an A-shirt is simple: the neck and armholes are often
reinforced for durability. One usually has large armholes and a
neckline that can reach down as far as mid-chest. They are also
sometimes made long to make tucking easier. In almost all cases, they
are buttonless, collarless, and pocketless. An A-shirt is generally
tight and made of ribbed cotton or other fiber, however, over-sized A-shirts, while otherwise generally considered a fashion faux pas,
are sometimes used as nightshirts. Common A-shirt colors include:
white, black and grey. Generally grey has been associated with being
more fashionable, followed by black then white.

The nickname wifebeater originates from its association with aggressive, underclass males, usually living in poor conditions, such as a dilapidated trailer, especially as frequently depicted in television shows and movies.

my standing posture is good, but my sitting posture is really bad.

i'm gonna have perfect sitting posture.

in-and-out burgers got their tomatoes back.

signs of good luck #1

fuckomg, my bad luck streak was kicking my ass.

i thought it would never end.

but, i have a feeling starting now, it's gonna go back to positive territory.

"do it now"

it was one of my top 3 affirmations but for some reason, it got lost somewhere.

it's back.

yay!

it's like a whole different universe when you live with your emotions connected to society, to people.

emotion is like the grease that allows your soul & body to run smoothly.

without emotional fluidity, life feels rigid & boring.

but once you connect with enough people to breakthough the emotional threshold barrier..

you become emotionally fluid.

you add to emotional fluidity by interacting with people in an agreeable way.

you subtract from your emotional fluidity by interacting with people in a disagreeable way.

you build up emotional fluidity by adding, adding, adding to your positive emotional karma.

once it adds up to "enough" you have emotional momentum.

you are flying on an emotional high.

most people are already flying.

i was just flying so low, i can feel the difference just getting where "normal" is.

little resistance there, but it's going into motion.

i bought a light blue hoodie from old navy for working out.

i washed it 2 times already.

and for some reason it smells like mothballs still.

i dont use mothballs, it was the original scent that came with the hoodie.

how do i get rid of this awful smell?