June 11, 2008

  • breakthroughhssss

    hey! i think i'm making some progress on the social skills arena.

    i'm talking to strangers like they are my normal friends.

    this is a good sign.

    i hadn't been like this since freshman year of college.

    freshman year of college is when i experience my version of "enlightenment"

    seemed like everyone liked me and i got along with everyone.

    it's sorta that similar vibe again.

    maybe it's my weight. i think at 145-147 range, my biochemistry starts to work ideally.

    maybe it's all the affirmations.

    maybe it's the running.

    whatever the fuck it is, it is working.

    i went to costco today to get an eye exam and contact lens fitting.

    only $75!!!

    what a deal!

    i'm gonna buy daily disposables online with the prescription i got today.

    i really recommend daily disposables.

    you don't have to clean them, just throw it out each night.

    this minimizes the potentially harmful effects of wearing the same contact for 2 weeks.

    2 things in life i wouldn't go cheapo on... 1. food 2. contact lenses.

    we gotta take care of our bodies.

    maybe, i'm doing so well socially because i am taking care of my body really well.

    or, maybe working at a place with so many people with such good personalities is just rubbing off on me.

    i wish i could do this job forever, but the pay is minimum standard.

    i think if i were to chose a job longterm, it would have to be around lots of people, and decent amount of interaction with customers.

    i think actually i'm a very social person.

    it's just my life happenings have brought me to the point i am.

    but deep down inside, i love being around people.

    cut off a few negative traits and keep adding on new social skills & i should be ok.

    :)