March 9, 2010

• big shift in mentality today...
  my lack of confidence in social skills was probably an deep underlying belief that.."i suck at social skills."
  it's not that i'm not good at it, i just believed i wasn't good at it.
  so, today... i tried, "i'm cool with people."
  and, my usual hesitations and criticisms of self wasn't there.
  people treat me differently too because i believed today that i was "cool with people."
  i can now build on this, and get my confidence with people high.
  it's just getting started.
  i was at -15, now i'm at around +4.
  if i can get myself to 6 to 10... i'll be so happy.

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