it sucks. being a manager is the worst choice because it's constant conscious activity. you can't be in vegetation-mode and just auto-pilot like cashiering. you have to deal with the most irate customers. you have to deal with underling personalities. like, if they don't like the way you ordered them around, they can hold a grudge against you. and, who knows in what form their revenge will come. fuck that. they don't pay enough for that shit.
and, just when i got tossed into the position. three things went wrong. 1 cashier goes to lunch. i'm left with only 2. then, i am supposed to have jewelry, cart attendant, and photo people as back-ups. jewelry chick goes to lunch. cart attendant gets stuck in food avenue because the lady has to cook pizzas. and the photo lady bails and goes to the offices for whatever bullshit reason she has to get out of cashiering. lol omg.. so i'm left to seek out back up cashiers from the main floor. and, these people don't want to cashier either. so, it's difficult to get them there. fucking bullshit. so i did what i could but noone comes to help so i call for the main manager to help out. and she gets people, but they leave after a few minutes. finally fed up with seeing customers line getting really long, so i hop back on to a lane. lol now, i'm stuck cashiering and can't really get out. at this point, my manager comes back and takes over. LOL fucked up. i am hoping they never make me manager again.

oh yea another thing... this one vietnamese lady brought me a plastic bag full of apples while all this was going on. i told my manager about it and she told me throw them away because we are not allowed to accept gifts from guests. sucks.

if people can smuggle drugs into prisons, then it should be relatively easy to smuggle cell phones into prisons.
if it is an iphone they will have total internet access and be able to talk to anyone at any time.
that means leaders of gangs can actually control the outside with the cell phone without any cryptic messaging.
this can be a problem for law enforcement.
actually, it's the corrupted law enforcement officials who are getting paid $500 a pop to smuggle cell phones into the hands of the imprisoned, that are the real problem.

i see split seconds of honest living at random times lately.
like moments when my soul is totally unhidden and just out there.
basically, no inhibitions.
i can tell, that's the right way to live.
and, if i can live like that all the time, my life would be totally changed.

i've been reading a couple of books i borrowed from the library about improving relationship and communication and came across some useful information. the opposite of love is supposedly selfishness. and, if the disposition is leaning towards selfishness, the best way to correct it is by asking the question, "how can i help this person." when the attention is away from self and towards making someone else's life better, then there is unification with others. people will want to return the favor. if truly selfish, it is a one man team. but, if the tendency is towards helping others, then there are many involved because there will be dozen of people there to support the rise. just as the person supported the rise of others.

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i want to build a bird house, some birds are looking to make a nest outside my windows, but they can't find a good spot. lol

i'm gonna make this one...

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facebook christian friend: "There's going to be some shaking going down in Taiwan, and I don't mean no earthquake!"

friend's friend comment: "I was in Taiwan last week. While I was there I had a real sense from the LORD of a multitude of angels being deployed and repositioning themselves over Taiwan. I felt the Lord say to me for the Churches in Taiwan “You have enlarged your tents and stretched out the cords of your tent, this is the season to STRENGTHEN THE STAKES - REAL DEEP!! For the WIND OF HIS SPIRIT is about to be RELEASED AGAIN AS IN THE DAYS OF PENTECOST. The stakes need to be deep otherwise the tents that have been stretched out over the past few years will not be able to sustain the UNPRECEDENTED VISITATION that is about to take place. I heard the wind sweep from the north to the South and I saw these white canopy tents be filled with this immense, intense and powerful wind. The tents looked like giant sails and the canopies were stretched and enlarged even further. These tents soon became enormous nets about to take in a huge haul of fish.
The Lord says to the 5-fold leaders
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES OF UNITY
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES OF INTERCESSION
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES OF WORSHIP...
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES OF HUMILITY
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES OF LOVE & INTIMACY
STRENGTHEN THE STAKES FOR REVIVAL
Rid yourselves of petty jealousies and competition. Rid yourselves of your pride of achievement
As the churches strengthen their stakes, this will allow this move of the Spirit, not simply to be a one off visitation, but continual HABITATION."

me: "china is stopping military exchanges with the us bc it is considering selling arms to taiwan. is this related to what ur talking about?"

facebook christian friend: "daniel, no....that is not what i'm talking about."