November 17, 2009

• i don’t quite know how to perfectly do it yet. but there’s a way to emotionally dodge people. i mean, they can come at you with all the anger or intention they want, but it just hits nothing. it just gets dodged, and they are left feeling like fools talking to themselves. i kinda like it. i need to learn exactly how to do it. but i think it has something to do with being really really really relaxed and flexibile. and you kinda temporarily melt away and allow nothing to touch  you. it’s like them shooting steel bullets into a waterfall or into the ocean, it just doesn’t do much damage at all. or maybe it has to do with size, maybe your soul has to expand larger than them, then, when they attack you, their soul energy droplets have zero effect on your pond or ocean level-sized soul.

  also, another empowering thing i discovered, is to just become silent around people you don’t want to interact with. i mean some customers are really jerks or bitches. i just don’t even say hi or thank you. i just let them be by themselves, throughout the whole transaction. i think i am learning to become honest with my feelings and not just be a robotic person who is kind and nice to everyone equally. i am starting to actually pick and choose who i like, don’t like. my actions and emotions mean something extra this way. i’m not doing it because i have to, it’s because i want to.

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