one of the cuter managers got fired a few weeks ago. i miss her. i realize now that she is gone that she was trying to hook me up with duties that were easiest and least work. when i just became a cashier my goal was to become more social, so, these jobs she was pushing towards me seemed anti-productive for my goals. so, i was not very appreciative of it. she was letting me do the easiest jobs and at the best cash registers where work flowed the least. now that i know more about the cashiering area and the power struggle going on there to land the easiest jobs, it really makes me sad to think i just shunned that manager's attempt to help me. she lost the keys to the store and got fired a few weeks ago. fuck. i need to start being more appreciative of what people try to do to help me, whether or not those attempts fit perfectly into what i consider most desirable for me. if a man gives me a doughnut, but i really wanted a hamburger, that doesn't change the fact, the spirit and heart in which the person was trying to give me something. 

that's right...

it's garlic time!!!

ps: someone bought my flowbee for $69.00 provacative pricing method. i never used that product after my first try. that thing is really loud. good concept, i would actually have used it if it came with a silencer. hmm... flowbee silencer. that might sell.

good night.

el helado

yo quiero un vaso de habaneros!
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a hispanic male customer that seemed construction worker-esque, put his mouth 2 inches from my face and said, "don't act as though you never seen a boy with long hair." i really bothered him when i called his son, a daughter by accident. the boy really looked like a girl, i coulnd't help it. i was actually admiring the little kid's beauty before i asked his father to ask him to sit down, because he was standing in his cart. man, that dude was really confrontational. that mini standoff set the mood for my whole work session. lesson learned, when asking a customer to have the child sit down down from now on, i'm not referring to them as her or him, daughter or son, just child.