March 16, 2009
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laying low. i realized today that life is much easier if i just take a step back and stop trying to put out so much of "IT". when i put IT out too much, i draw attention, mostly negative and create feelings of competition and one-upmanship. so, for a while, i'm just gonna lay low. when i talk, i will talk smoothly and low key. when i talk i won't talk in volume, just sparingly. everything i do, i'll do it in reserve. and i am guessing this is enough to get by. maybe even have positive results from it. i will forget being 1st place, i will be chilling at 2nd, even 10th place if necessary, to just chill in the background and enjoy life quietly.
self-acceptance, and acceptance of truths. lately i am developing the skill to just see a truth and just accept it. less automatic reactions with attached negative emotions. more of just seeing something and just nodding okay. less harder on myself, on others and on reality. i can see my faults without having that excessive urge to correct it.
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interesting philosophy
there is a way to be perfection and striving for better, without causing so much conflict...Im experiencing it now! But let me gather my thoughts so I can share it with you...
@YOUNGAZNTIGER - it's a temporary philosophy.. just feels right for the time being.
@MidnighTinVenice - let me know.. i'm tired of stepping on other people's toes and creating unnecessary steps backwards.
@MidnighTinVenice - also, another thing about reaching perfection.. the second you have your attention on the fact of your perfection.. that usually leads to intense arrogant feelings that undoes the perfection attained. it's a tricky deal.
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