Month: January 2009

  • recent lessons

    1. don't buy avocado @ shun fat that's even a bit soft - the inside is suspect.
    2. warming up before max'n out is very important to preventing injuries. luckily my wrist is ok.
    3. basically, the only thing keeping me from extreme healthfulness is overeating. it doesn't matter if i eat a lot throughout the day because my metabolism is high and i work out. but, when i have too much volume in one sitting, it is harsh on my digestive system and it creates canker sores & a pale, unhealthy look on my face the next day. fuck over-eating.
    4. learning from the best or a professional or mentor is a good way of going straight to the top.
    5. low float, high institutional ownership, net-cash-rich bio-tech stocks with good pipeline is extremely lovable. especially if it is backed by a hedge fund manager with decent following.
    6. cashiering at ?arget forces me to become quicker. since i am aiming for 95% speed score... it makes my mind and body moves faster than it has ever on a consistent basis. house chores are completed now in 1/2 the time because i just use the same speed to do work.
    7. cashiering is making me immune to people and their negative energy. i am becoming stronger each time i work. it is giving me patience and the ability to apologize for the sake of peace, even if i am not wrong.
    8. oh yea... i learned today that whenever i feel really low self-esteem in a big crowd, i just have to remind myself that there is atleast 1 person in the crowd who is more scared than me, dumber than me or uglier than me... then, i somehow feel better. i wonder if this is a negative way of approaching the situation. it works tho.

    things i'd like to improve...
    1. take a little more time emotionally, with the customers... sure, i am getting them through the line quicker than any cashier on the floor, but i am not giving them enough emotional care.
    2. when a customer pulls out a ton of coupons, have the patience to ask them to show me all the products so that they are not pulling some scam.
    3. check the carts fully so that they don't have misplaced items hidden underneath big boxes.
    4. keep working on my smiling and emotional tone, it has improved much, but it can be even better.
    5. don't stare at women customers more than 3 seconds, i will be labeled a creepster.

    oh yea, my posture is sorta bad again. i was letting myself slouch so that i didn't have a posture that was alpha-ly offensive to the people around me. but, it has gone too far. i have to have good posture with the intent of allowing my innards have space and breathe. when my posture is straight and my rib cage is open, my heart feels like it has much more space to pump and do it's job. i shouldn't see good posture as an offensive alpha tactic, but simply allowing my body to maintain it's natural, healthy allignment.

    ps: i am really addicted to friends for sale. my net assets is close to 1 billion. my owner and raising partner is being really nice to me and talking to me through private message. so, this is fun. it's a game, but actually it might be a good dating site. i am addicted to owning the most beautiful women in facebook. i think i'm really good at this game. http://apps.facebook.com/friendsforsale/users/show/52616789 if you have facebook, try adding this application and take a look at my collection. i sware it's one of the best in ffs. :D

  • the reason i haven't been blogging that much lately...

    1. ffs - friends for sale at facebook. i have 860M worth of assets and worth 220M now. you all should try it too it's really fun... this is my profile... my real owner is amy.. this guy has bought me to make a profit.  http://apps.facebook.com/friendsforsale/users/show/52616789

    2. in an attempt to increase traffic for google adsense clicks... last 2-3 months i subscribed and befriended too many new people that i lost touch of my personal xanga-ness. i got swarmed by the energy of the mainstream xanga crowd and couldn't really fit in. i have more fun alone or with less people than big crowds. having less friends and real subcribers is more fun because you know they really want to comment & talk to you instead of just creating credits for themselves by being super-interactive. also, when i have so many subscribers & friends, i didn't feel like i can talk about everything i wanted to.

  • my cashiering speed average is near 95% now.
    being sick was actually slowing my performance down by 10%
    i think i am probably top 1-2 speed cashiers at my ?arget .
    that's my guess.

    my patience with customers is coming up too.
    i got into a few weird situations where i was about to lose it.
    but, i learned from them.. and it's harder for me to get aggravated.

    my affirmation... "it's nobody's fault."  is my main protection from becoming intolerant.
    i really don't know what kind of life this person has lived through.
    i don't know what is causing these people to be asshole at the moment.
    maybe something really awful has happened to them in the past or even right now.
    i don't know what familial, cultural, religious, economic pressures and indoctrinations that have a hold of their mind that is making them act the way they are.
    i don't know what physical or mental ailments they might be living with.
    (it's really not their fault.)
    then, i can let anything slide.
    it's the same for them too. they don't know what i'm going through. (it's not my fault)
    so, if they strike at me...  i know they are doing it out of ignorance or lack of knowledge.
    so, (it's really nobody's fault) we're being negative or angry.

    knowing this... i can't place blame on anyone. my anger can't be pointed at any particular thing, so it disappears.

    this affirmation puts me in a peaceful, moderate state.
    i'm so lucky i figured this affirmation out when i was near bottom, when i was coughing my lungs out a few weeks ago.

  • vegetable heaven.

    http://whatscookingamerica.net/Sandwich/Lettuce.jpg

    so, i've been eating relatively heathly again and working out consistently.
    if there's anything left i can brag about in life, it would be my healthy living habits.

    my parents took off for las vegas for a 3 day thingie. and, usually i order all the vegetables from my dad at his store. and, there was no veggies left in our fridge.. so i went off to shun fat supermarket where i heard from winnie & alan that vegetables are dirt cheap there.  it was true.

    my receipt...

    avocado   .89
    tomato x2 .53
    lettuce      .99
    cilantro     .33

    total :      2.74

    http://www.nandyala.org/mahanandi/images/vegetables/cilantro.jpg

    dude.... it's plenty of volume and it's so damn cheap.

    that's 2 side salads at jack-in-the-box.

    i can prolly make 10 side salads from the $2.74 i bought.

    http://whatscookingamerica.net/Fruit/AvocadoPhoto.jpg

    i didn't realize how much cheaper it is to make food on your own.

    today was a good day.

    happy new years!

    Tomatoes

    2009 is gonna be about extreme healthfulness!

  • bally's filed for bankruptcy and put itself up for sale on dec. 3.
    i really hope 24 buys them out, or even LA fitness would be nice.