so, i've been in this fucked up health situation for about 3 weeks now.
the source of it was the drinking contest.
what i like about alcohol is that it really relaxes my body.
i feel very little tension while i drink and the effects last throughout the next day.
it gives me a pimped out aura and it makes me a very chill personality.
BUT...
i think alcohol makes a person lazy.
i know this because.. after i stopped drinking, my room got cleaner again
and all my computer problems were solved.
the attitude that alcohol gives me is... "oh well, it's cool."
dirty room... oh well it's cool.
computer is really slow... oh well, it's cool.
lady just called me an asshole, oh well, it's cool.
it let's you let go of many petty things, like it never happened.
but, it can also mean carelessness.
it makes a person mellow, but maybe it is too chill.
so, i am contemplating whether i should quit or not.
hmm.
maybe, half way is the most reasonable.
1 drink every 3 days.
1 drink, once a week.
but again, i just know getting sick is not worth it.
and as long as i am a casual drinker, the possibility of drinking heavily on a party occasion is there.
if i tell myself i totally quit. i know that will never happen.
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