lots of co-workers at ?arget have kids in their teens.
they are desperate for hours because they have to support them.
it's the lifestyle they chose & are taking responsibility for it.
so i can respect that.

but, if possible i would really recommend teens be careful.
it's so early to make such a huge commitment in life.
maybe, it's none of my business.

use protection or take pills.
i think it's the smart move.

personally, i told myself i wouldn't have kids unless i'm a millionaire.
i don't want my kids or wife feeling financially insecure.

hiroki kuroda of dodgers

hey, he came back to my dad's store again today.
maybe he is a regular now.
that would be cool.
there are some other famous japanese celebs that come to his store too.
i think it's because the store is so low traffic, they can shop their
native japanese products in peace.
here's some others who used to come or still customers.
yazawa eikichi

miyazawa rie

 
chiba shinichi

hideki irabu

there's a few others, i don't remember their names. :X

man, i want to work out so badly. god please heal my cold asap. tia.

if they allow me to stay at the cashier position,
i'd like to stay at ?arget for another 1 year, instead of 6 months.
i've made so much progress, but i can tell i can grow further if
given enough time.
there is no better way to force myself to learn social skills.
i am forced to talk to a total stranger and it rotates every few minutes.
i talk to atleast 150-200 customers a day.
there is so much more i can learn.
if i give it more time.
ofc the pay sucks.
but, at this point it's not about the pay.
it's an huge opportunity to grow.
it's a skill that i will possess for the rest of my life.
and, it's probably as valuable as any skill out there.
and, i'm getting paid to learn it.

i notice that when builders get huge.
they have a really stiff walk.
it looks a little retarded.
i think it happens because they aren't used to their new muscles.
so, they have difficulty moving it around smoothly.
i think i'm getting to a point where my skeletal system is having to deal with a totally new physique.
in order to make this transition, i need to get used to my new muscles.
i think, dancing, stretching, and deliberately finding a new swagger is important.
otherwise, you have all these muscles and it just makes you look stiff.
i feel it especially with my quads.
i didn't have these muscles before, it feels like they are getting in the way.
usually i walk with my cock leading the way.
now, it feels like my quads are.

ps: in the end, i don't think i will reach muscle magazine hugeness. just men's health.
i can tell the weights i am lifting now are started to take it's toll on my joints, so i am close to my maximum size. if i can get 155 pure muscles i will be lucky. i doubt i can get 160.

i'm so addicted to this game.
i actually applied for 2 free online trials.. netflix & credit report.
so that i can get 20 million free ffs points.
i canceled both of them already.
i learned that my credit score is 786 - excellent.
also, i learned that you can watch movies online at netflix.com.
moreover, they have 1 day shipping now.

i am planning on earning 20 million more ffs points.
by applying for a citibank credit card.
0% APR for 12 months, no annual fee.

cough.
i took 1.2G echinacea & 2G vitamin c earlier.

i don't really follow sports too much, but my father does.
he is a super baseball fan.
so, today's news will keep him in a good mood probably for the
rest of the year. hellzyea.
hiroki kuroda, dodger's pitcher shopped at my dad's store today.
my mom called and said she got an autograph.
she said his kids were also there, and she had seen them come in
with their mother before but had no idea it was kuroda's wife.

my dad has a japanese grocery store in west la on sawtelle.
he is a hella hard working man.
he's had the store for 30+years.
and he hasn't missed one day yet.
even if he is sick, he will work.
he works from 6:30am to 10:30pm, 6 days a week.
and, he's 69.

don't ask me how he does it.
i can only guess...

after japan lost world war 2, they were hella hungry.
post world war 2 japanese people had a fire within them
and, wanted to catch up to the united states.
i think my dad has part of that spirit.
the same drive that created the likes of toyota, honda, sony 
that we see today.

really hard working, those people.

my owner:

my pets:
 

lol i seem to get attracted to women that seem as tall or taller than me. a little on the plump side. with cute but beautiful faces. longer hair, brunette, and voluptuous.. i realized this after looking at the pet's i choose. middle eastern & hispanics.

people who choose me are mostly caucasian females who barely wear much clothes.

this game is addicting.

good night ya'll... hope tomorrow is the greatest days of each of your lives. i know mine will be.

to become the best cashier that target has ever seen.
i was told by the manager today that my current rating is 70%
and, to be "GREEN" i have to be atleast 80%
she gave me a few pointers that i was not aware of.
knowing what i know now, i think i can get 95%+
my average today was 97%
if i had known the rules, i would have been doing better.
noone ever taught me.
oh well, i will show them.
i'm gonna try to become the most efficient target cashier of all times.

my skin is showing a really good reaction.
the skin tone is really good and looks moisturized without any lotion.
i want to figure out how this happened.
but, i did too many new things the last few days that it could be anything.

1. new daily multivitamin w/ folic acid, selenium, calcium.
2. ate lots of dark chocolate last night.
3. right before sleeping, i drank a shot of white wine.
4. slept with multiple layers of clothing because i am sick again.
5. slept with my phiten necklace on. supposedly good for circulation, used by MLB players.

damn it could be anything. lol
maybe i have to do all 5 of these things everyday from now on. haha frick!

i don't think the cutest & most beautiful women in the world are really models, actresses, singers or famous even.

ofc, beauty is a subjective matter.

but, i have seen some customers at target that are more attractive than anyone i've seen in the movies or tv.

really, i think the most beautiful & cutest girls of the world are just leading normal lives without becoming famous.

the most beautiful or cutest girls are out there unknown to most people.

and, i like this fact.

ps: i think the right perfume has an powerful effect on me. even if the person doesn't look physically attractive, the scent tricks my mind into liking them. i don't know how that works. i gotta be careful. the older women know how to use this the most.