September 30, 2008

• supplements

  i really don't care anymore.
  i used to think i would battle and win through effort & discipline.
  but, i'm gonna take the easy way out.
  i'm gonna start taking st. john's wort to improve my mood.
  fuck it!!!!
  i'm too old to be waiting around for a miracle anymore.
  today, i took some and the people around me were acting differently.
  they were joking around a lot more than usual.
  maybe my mood is changing.
  also, when i smiled today, my teeth were involved.
  and, in a very natural way.
  usually, the best that would come out would be a smirk or a half smile.
  today, i was actually smiling.
  hmm.
  i might have to take this thing for the rest of my life.
  but who cares, if it increases the quality of my life.

  also i bought some turmeric yesterday.
  it's supposedly good for inflammation, and anti-tumor.
   

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