September 17, 2008
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trust
fuck, it's kinda disheartening seeing only 1 view on most of my posts.
but, i guess it's ok.
it's like a self-diary.
and, letting out my thoughts onto the screen.trust.
i think a lot of the tension i feel at work comes from not trusting my management.
i always think they are out to control me and disrespect my existance.
i'll just try to trust them.
if they don't treat me well, it's on them, not me.
they are all actually decent people.
i think i'm just paranoid.
i hate having authority figures sitting over me.
i love freedom.today, i saw this really hot hispanic girl at work.
i helped her with finding an item.
everything went smoothly.
she said, "thaaaa~nks" in a really sweet way.
but i fucked it up by responding in a really fucked up tone of voice.
like, NO PROBLEM!!
why did i do that?
she was so perfect, i liked her and i responded semi-rudely.
wtf do i do that for?
i don't understand myself.
my voice control is crap.
i need to work on having a smooth, reliable, warm voice.
Comments (4)
digging ditches is fine. as long as you are eyeing your way up right aroudn the corner
@mtking - thanks for reminding me. my ditch digging has a long term purpose.
haha dude you crack me up. she's not the only girl so don't stress about. make it work or find a hotter girl. problem solved!
@sanQ - u don't understand, she was really hot. real tall & dressed sexy. but ur right, nothing to stress over. can't wait to see what kind of girls are at work tomorrow.
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