August 29, 2008

  • today notes

    1. LC from the hills makes 75k per episode. she's done 4 seasons already, it's prolly made her a millionaire already.

    2. i am part of 2 small groups of friends from the college years. one consists of 6. the other, 8. 14 altogether. omg. i just thought about it, every single one of them make 50k+ 2-3 of them 75k+ and maybe 5 of them make 100k+/year. includes, pharmacists, lawyers, engineers, food inspectors, mechanics, etc.. fuck, i am the only one that makes 9k/year. lol i really tried to go bigtime through stocks early on, right out of college. i was excelling in the beginning, but now i'm the poorest because of scams. i wonder if i can still make a comeback. all i need is 50k and really, anything is possible. i just need to keep saving up till i can get that going again. also, prolly getting hit was good. i needed this type of experience to ground me and teach me a lesson on humility. so, if i make it back to the top next time around, it will be richer & more fulfilling because i will truly be able to appreciate it.

    3. my mom told me that i should stick with my current job until i am ready for a real job. i think she's right. i really should focus on normalizing my social skills before moving forward. this job right now is the best place to learn it.

    4. the making of the band 4 and the sweet 16 remix sending them off to dirt poor countries is really fun to watch.

    5.“If you hear the dogs barking, keep going. If you hear them yelling
    after you, keep going. If you see the lights behind you, keep going. If
    you want a taste of freedom, keep going.” man, slaves had it rough. this part of hillary's speech really stuck in my mind. this line just sapped the positive energy out of me and just made me feel total pity for black people. it really made my heart feel sorrow. it made me imagine a black mother who is about to get caught, who can't keep going forward, telling her child to keep going no matter what. the democrats really know how to play with people's hearts.

    6. gained 7 pounds in a week plus few days. is this too quick? higher weights, larger meals, protein supplements. works too well.

    7. i'm so stupid. why did i throw away my mahjong dvds? what a waste. next time something bad happens i'm keeping all my valuable goods. no more wastefulness for the sake of spirituality.

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