July 30, 2008

  • dilemma

    i think i'm close to a plateau.
    talking about working out.
    my body is very lean w/ decent definition & size.
    this greedy portion of my self is wanting to start upping the weights and actually getting big.
    but, i would start to look like one of those body builder dudes.
    i think looking like that is semi-retarded.
    i have to fight the greed to get bigger.
    and, remind myself that i'm doing this mostly for fitness.
    and, that most girls are turned off by extra-big.
    i should be satisfied with what i've built, and work on maintaining it.