September 27, 2007

  • today

    1. i've been popping chewable papaya enzyme from vitamin shoppe like candies.
    2. i bought a herbal supplement called stone free, it's supposed to cleanse my gallbladder and kidneys. i got freaked out when someone i knew got their gallbladder surgically removed. hope u get better soon.
    3. i bought some sanyo eneloop batteries at costco. they can be recharged 1000 times. so, it's good for the environment and last 4x longer than normal alkaline batteries.
    4. ti and justin timberlack rock.
    5. last 2 days the full moon's have been really large. i wish the moon was always like that.
    6. i realized that learning can occur in unlimited ways. (not just through success and failure)
    7. i saw myself through the eyes of my toy poodle.

    8. i think my humility is slowly coming back. i think it was important for me to test my limits w/o humility to understand and know myself better. now that i know how confident & cocky i can be, i can tame it w/ humility to make it easier for others to be around me. i think if life is started  w/ too much humility, it's possible that one can become too repressed, too inhibited and too humble that u put yourself lower than others, and this is a no-no. now i can show humility on the outside but know deep down that i can cause damage if i wanted to. before i was humble in order to avoid conflicts because i was afraid. now, i am being humble to avoid conflicts because it's a smart move.

    9.  i decided not to be racist anymore. for sets of reasons i was kinda racist against blacks and hispanics. but, that hate was actually damaging myself more than those races. i'm just gonna focus on being happy. i don't really have to love these people but i don't have to hate them either. i'll just mind my own business from now on.

    10. most people can't handle the truth. and, in most instances the truth isn't really necessary. bringing up the painful truth only creates negative emotional karma. whenever i bring up painful truth, it always has a way of stinging me back. the other person will lash out unconsciously or consciously eventually.  unless it's life threatening or is absolutely necessary, i'm gonna let it ride. so that means, less criticism, less judgements and less abrasive comments from me.

    today was a good day.

    ps11. the epilator doesn't hurt anymore. the real pain comes only the first time around, when the hairs are really long & high quantity.

Comments (3)

  • you might be on the cover of men's health one day.  then get all your insights from this xanga site to there haha

  • I try to complete my workouts w/some kinda ab work, and sometimes it includes hanging knees-to-elbows. I'll try these knees to bars, looks challenging! I watched his other 2 videos and will give them more serious effort.. I'm usually playing around by the time I get to pullups.
    Jae

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