January 2, 2009
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my cashiering speed average is near 95% now.
being sick was actually slowing my performance down by 10%
i think i am probably top 1-2 speed cashiers at my ?arget .
that’s my guess.my patience with customers is coming up too.
i got into a few weird situations where i was about to lose it.
but, i learned from them.. and it’s harder for me to get aggravated.my affirmation… “it’s nobody’s fault.” is my main protection from becoming intolerant.
i really don’t know what kind of life this person has lived through.
i don’t know what is causing these people to be asshole at the moment.
maybe something really awful has happened to them in the past or even right now.
i don’t know what familial, cultural, religious, economic pressures and indoctrinations that have a hold of their mind that is making them act the way they are.
i don’t know what physical or mental ailments they might be living with.
(it’s really not their fault.)
then, i can let anything slide.
it’s the same for them too. they don’t know what i’m going through. (it’s not my fault)
so, if they strike at me… i know they are doing it out of ignorance or lack of knowledge.
so, (it’s really nobody’s fault) we’re being negative or angry.knowing this… i can’t place blame on anyone. my anger can’t be pointed at any particular thing, so it disappears.
this affirmation puts me in a peaceful, moderate state.
i’m so lucky i figured this affirmation out when i was near bottom, when i was coughing my lungs out a few weeks ago.
